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Nothing much has happened, just that i changed my partime job and realise that, when doing little things around me i tend to get new idea on how to do it and like doing it in less time and faster. Guess i have not much patient, which i really need to learn.

Other than that, i still have a blur idea about what i would wanna do in the future. a vision? a mission?

Minister to others need? What type of job would that be?

Oh ya, just realise that whatever job you are working, you’ll learn new skills and even from a maid, u can learn lots of skill to simplify housework. Cool man!! Last week i ask my maid how she actually iron the cloth so nicely. Then she started to teach me a bit bit. I need her help, cause she only comes once a week. =P

From there on, i actually thought that she can open up a "kedai dobi", cause she got all the skills required. Just that she need a bit of capital to start off.

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And, Miri still needs lots of coffee shop or food courts. Miri still lack of nice places to eat. Got la, but compare to Sibu and Kuching, Miri’s places to eat and choices is still much less than Sibu and Kuching!!!

Thats an update from my thoughts. =)

When someone told u that they have no idea what they want in life, do u believe so? Or is it just that they think that their dreams are hard to reach and would not be able to be accomplished?

I believe more on the latter one. Most people have dreams, have a mind in what they want in life, but it would be hard to reach and with an unfair world, things you want wouldn’t be easily reached.

So? Dreams, Dream big? Dream Small? It doesn’t matter, just as long as you remember what u are working for and why you strive so hard in life.

It will come a time when things will go your way, but that would be after you work hard and have lots of patient planning and waiting for it.

Very positive thinking eh? But in life you just need to believe. Believing is seeing that it will work out. And for me, i always believe " I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me" (Philippians 4:13).

Never thought there would be one day where i’ll feel this way,

Never thought that it would happened to me,

How stupid of me to even think about the possibilities,

How stupid of me to have even let it waited,

When all this while i was only dreaming,

of something that was never there.

Jobless, but full of things in mind, is that a good sign? But i guess when the mind is turning, it shouldn’t be too bad right?

Attention ppl!! i get my CD liaw!!! Hahaha. Don’t buy the corrine bailey rae CD anymore for me!! LOL. Nice voice.. nice nice.. =P.

After buying it, i got almost broke. Being broke you get to learn lots of lesson from it. learn why you get broke, what should you do nextime if you get broke. You’ll think of all sorts of way to solve the broke problem and think why you get broke. LOL…

Being broke is not very nice!!! And i think i cannot live without my handphone.. cause ppl will call me up for interview anytime!! LOL. If rosak also have to fix it fast fast!! LOL.

Oh ya, i also learn that i am a person who gets worried over very small problems and things. ahaha.

ok ppl, the moral of the story is, try to get your financial planned out and dont get worried over nonsense or small stuff. LOL

Walau eh!! The word that would come out from Sharleen’s mouth for the next few months to come!! LOL. Walau eh, March here already!!! I feel like it has been so long!! How am i gonna survive now?? =(

1st day of March past by liaw, 2nd day comes, walau eh, why so fast? =( I guess time doesn’t wait for anyone. **Sigh**.

Ok la, what to update? March lots of ppl Birthday la. Why ah? Hmp..before i forget anyone’s birthday on March, i wish everyone who is born on March a very Happy Birthday!!! May this birthday greeting be the 1st and the one you remember most!! =P

Before anyone forgets about my shout out!! Pls help me to find Corrine Bailey Rae’s Album!!! The front cover should look like this

Pls, help me to find and buy it ok!! But i only accept one la. LOL. Pls call me up when you found it, dont buy it directly!!  Thank You!!~LOL

So who is it,

That do you love,

where is that person?

Does love hurts,

because of lies,

or does loves hurts,

because of truth?

Doesn’t know that you love,

that one person that is just

right under your nose.

Didn’t appreciate the love,

that is thrown at your face,

does it bring regrets?

Regretting all your doings,

Just because there is something better,

Just because of something more interesting,

Just because of something new?

Please, do please,

Open your eyes,

Open your heart,

Take what you have and don’t leave it aside!!!

Ok, i know it is not after chinese new year yet. But i kinda feel the mood and the visiting is stopping now. Almost everyone is back to work or almost back to school once more. But not me for the moment.

During the Chinese New Year i bet most ppl are asked about how’s their work?, any life partner yet?, still studying?.. any many many more questions. ahaha. Bored of answering the questions again and again right?  Some how most ppl thought of this idea, hang a banner or some tag on yourself which writes all the answer to the questions. hahaha. when ppl ask, the question, just point to the board for answer. LOL. =P. Good idea le, no need to repeat. =P.. But ya, nobody did it yet, just get a bit frustrated with the questions and life moves on..

There was once, when i think a lot about life partner and i dunno why. It is like having life partner was the issue then. But now, i had thoughts like : ‘i guess this life partner thing would come one day and..why worry about it’. Cause now i am more worried about getting a permanent job!!! Everyone is telling you to find it slowly and have patiences.. but..i can’t help getting worried a bit myself. LOL. And.. oh ya, they also say.. once you get a job and get stuck to it, you’ll be thinking of getting out of it or have no time to enjoy life anymore. ??? Kinda true la, cause i also ever work, but.. still earning on your own is what i am after.

It is like, as you get older, you’ll feel like you don’t want to depend on your parents too much already. You should start earning on your own and not waiting for them to get worried on if you have enough money to eat or to go here and there. Sometimes.. i feel hard to open my mouth to ask them for money…=(. Thats why, i feel like i should get job soon. i don’t need to earn lots, but at least i am earning some money so that i wouldn’t have to depend on them on every single little thing.

Ok la, dreaming of getting a job soon, but hopefully it would a good job, something that i would be willing to work for. Life partner would have to wait lo. =P

I dunno why, i know lots of ppl, but sometimes.. ending up trying to hide from them. It is like, you know this person you had been close to him or her, but after that moment.. you seem to an alien to him or her again. Is this what you call acquaintance? Just wondering.

I really wish that i wouldn’t feel awkward talking to them again after that ‘close to moment’. Sometimes.. i just can’t find words to say. This happens to almost 10% of the people i know…sometimes.. it feel sad to be in that condition with them. Maybe i should be more open up??

I just recently know that i have a skill to talk to strangers. ahaha. I found it out when my trainer for a computer course told me. I dunno why i never realise that. =). He said having this skill i’ll be able to survive in the outside world and it doesn’t matter where i go. Hmp.. quite true. Cause what i am thinking is..being able to do so.. means something like.. "ask and you’ll be given". meaning.. something like i am willing to ask?? ahaha. But i was thinking it is more to being friendly. =) thats what get me around….

Again.. i guess the warning from my friend is true. Even though i can be very friendly, i still have to watch where i am going..and who i am being friendly to. Cause this world is full of ppl with different characters..some may end up hurting you.. or you may get cheated… hmp..But i guess, i can thank God, cause i havent met anyone who wanna do harm to me, all my friends are very nice and i can consider them as true friends. =P…